Am I really that desparate to fall in love? Reading these books doesn't help either... I'm not even sure how to explain how I feel right now. It sure does suck though. I feel like I'll never fall in love. And yet I keep going back to the same person I thought I was in love with, and everytime figure out theres nothing there anymore. Its most deffinately not what I want. &yet I feel like I've already met so many people I could meet. People in Philly, Jersey and Delaware. I'm just not sure.