I'm full of hate at this point, Most of it towards God, if he even really exists... For taking away my dad, My life would be completely content at this point. I wouldn't have to be dealing with half the shit I'm dealing with now, My wouldn't of had to get remarried, and I wouldn't have to worry about not leaving the East Coast. Its seriously freaking me out. Moving across the country at 15/16 is a big fucking thing...
But my mom is taking me to LA for my birthday and possibly booking my tattoo artist there, Juan. We're just not sure if he'll tattoo minors. I really hope so because I would die for him to do the portrait of my dad.

xoxox...