I'm feeling sick to my stomach(e?), annnnnnd extrememly comfused, and just rediculous in general. I don't really know how to explain it, I'm scared, confused, and hurt. Because I can completely predict the future in this situation, It's nothing new, at all. I should honeslty be used to it by now, but the fact that I let myself get that happy, and let my hopes get that high, It's expected of me to feel the way I am. I'm a fool to be honest, I really am stupid. I've got no common sense, what so ever.


Whatever, Fuck it.