I don't seem to be too happy lately, can't really explain why, but i feel like theres something missing. I want to go to the beach and just lay there by myself all day. One thing i can really look forward to is going to London for New Years. I can't be more excited. But school is wearing me out, i've been going to bed so early lately, and im actually cracking down and doing my homework. Wierd right? School is one of my main concerns right now. But i just wish i was happy, i mean im content, but im not as happy as i can be. People have been letting me down except for three people really. They know who they are. Whatever, just taking this school year day by day.