I could talk about how much i miss the way you used to play with my chub, and i could say that i miss the way that you yelled at me, and i could say that i missed the way you made me feel totally complete. I could say that i miss your kisses and and knowing i was the reaosn your smiling. I could say all that, but i know its not the same as it used to be, never will. Which hurts me so bad because thats all i can think about. What if things didnt mess up, where would we be right now? just sucks, becaues i don't think i can even be your friend, talk to you, RATHER see you, without crying. I want to move on, and im trying. and i'm gonna keep trying.