i am so confused, so beyond confused. i feel so horrible, and so unsure. I'm saying goodybye for good, and it hurts so bad. But i'm wondering so bad how that person feels right now. Does he feel the same way i did, when he did the same thing to me? what if im ending things for nothing, like what if moving forward was a bad idea, becuase moving forward didnt want me to move on to him.

Im just so confused, my mom and I are trying to hangout more, just me and her, after all the shit thats happend in the past week.

I just feel like crying im so confused. I just wanna know if moving on was a good idea, but it takes time to tell.