This is where everything catches up, I'm not sure if it's just my time of the month or i'm really upset. I'm so scared still, or just fed up, I'm feeling a whole bunch of things. I have 50 dollars I could spend it on alot of different things that would probably make everything go away which would be amazing, but I won't. I'd like to run away by myself with no one able to contact me and never come back, like go ask alice except less fucked up.
My back is killing me and i feel horrible, I'm about to take worlds longest bath.


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