Soooo from sitting in all last night, and this morning. I've been thinking about so much, I need to get out of this house before I drive myself insane. I baked a some kind of fruity bread last night, and fell asleep during the phillies game. Oh and before all that my mom gave me a hot stone massage, which is deffinately what's up. I miss everything I used to have :( maybe if I didn't fuck up so much things wouldn't have changed, so I guess I stop feeling bad for myself. Ugggggggggggh