i am so confused, so beyond confused. i feel so horrible, and so unsure. I'm saying goodybye for good, and it hurts so bad. But i'm wondering so bad how that person feels right now. Does he feel the same way i did, when he did the same thing to me? what if im ending things for nothing, like what if moving forward was a bad idea, becuase moving forward didnt want me to move on to him.

Im just so confused, my mom and I are trying to hangout more, just me and her, after all the shit thats happend in the past week.

I just feel like crying im so confused. I just wanna know if moving on was a good idea, but it takes time to tell.

why the fuck am i crying over your scum bag ass, your not the same person i met. I hate the new you.

your fucking stupid, pathetic, i fucking hate you. I really fucking do. I can't believe you, i can't trust you, You are seriously dead to me. I can't believe i ever said i love you, i can't believe you said you loved me. I seriously havent been so mad in such a long time.
I want to beat the fucking shit outta someone right now.